These last two years have marked significant changes and events. Starting with my weight I guess. February 2014- 230lbs/ March 222lbs/ May 213/ October 197/ November 192. October 2015 188lbs/ November 179lbs/ December 186lbs/ Feb 2016 201lbs/ March 2016 219lbs TODAY 203lbs. Significant events: the death of my beloved Father September 2014. Developments since that event started a new job at GUH. Began drinking to much, continued taking pain killers and muscle relaxers for my knee and back pain. Had a severe reaction to the amiodarone given to me for my AFib
(pulmonary edema resulting in debilitating shortness of breath). Recovered from that. Settled into my job. Renovated my fathers apt including taking care of his work papers, replacing kitchen flooring and appliances (stove, fridge, and dishwasher), painting, replacing rugs, redo the toilet, refinished and restrung three chairs with Danish cord. I tried a dating site met a Man who pushed hard and fast then disappeared. I really wanted two things sex and a relationship. I got the first and it was great but he treated me poorly in direct contrast to his "profile" intentions. I did not ask for nor demand constant attention but working at getting to know a person requires some regular contact. I felt dumped but in fact I called him and broke it off because of his disrespectful treatment. Things in my family and my job and my habits all came to a head last month and I am making serious changes and personal evaluations. I feel strong and hopeful today and hope to keep up this blog better in future. That's all for now.
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