What a day

I am still in AFib feel like my head will explode and I am dizzy and weak. Can I cry now? When will this stop? I have a cardiology appointment tomorrow morning. Will be discussing changing my meds this weekend which will entail being hospitalized :( this situation has made my desire to have WLS even more imperative. I want to have the ablation procedure to cure the AFib. They will not perform t on a morbidly obeses patient. So I must lose the weight first. I sure as hell hope my heart behaves for surgery!